chronicles of not so heartbreaking stories

the best is yet to come…. December 31, 2008

We always want to start our year with a BANG!

2008 was good…I had better experiences compared to my 2007…but as they say the best is yet to come.

Pain.Anger.Hatred.Betrayal— I want to spare my 2009 with such unhealthy vibes. I have suffered enough for 2008…I guess I am deserving to be happy just like anybody else. I have been good enough to others….it’s just that..my best wasn’t good enough. As my pain increases, my anger and hatred grows even more, and I didn’t like it and truly hated myself for entertaining such evil thoughts.

Friendster – it was really a big help, especially  seeing and communicating again with old faces and old friends. But for some personal reasons I have to give up my account. It’s not that I am closing my doors to those dearest people in my life, I guess there’s always life after friendster. I am concentrating now creating new profile for other sites, and It is always nice to try something new. I learned to like facebook, it is more intimate, since I only have few friends, and only those who have really touched my heart who are in my list. Good thing blog sites are now available, coz I get to share my insights in life, relationship, friendship and life in general.

Friends.and More Friends — one is silver and the other is gold. It is always best to keep both. And will continue to count more treasures. I lose some friends, but I gained more  and new friends I. love being with my friends, they just make my world really go round. Especially those times, I was on top, they cheered me up, even when I was down…they remained.

Success and more Success – I have been blessed because god has lead me to my new world, and have been my guide ,to be  of service to his special children. And they even add meaning to my happiness and existence. I finished my SPED with flying colors, I was just so inspired of doing things for them, I hope I have touched their lives as well.

Moving on, second chance, letting go, forgiveness – I am more forgiving now…for it is in forgiving I learned to move on , I pray harder now..even doubled, because with prayers…everything moves.I can forgive, that is why I offer  second chance. It is always best not to hold grudges. I learned to smile to my enemies, and yet leaving them the reason behind, why they afforded to hurt me.

Family comes first – they are second to none. The pillars of my strength. There is nothing in this world that is worth living for—they are really worth indeed a one in a million. A new baby is coming, hopefully it will be a baby boy, since my brother is longing for one…. another blessing, and another angel to guide us all.

Love is all the matters – why we always hurt the ones we love. I don’t know if I should make this as my themesong. But anyway, as long as I know how to love, I got all my life to give, and know how to live and I stay alive.. I will survive, sa gugmang giatay.

More faith, and endless faith – you just have to keep the faith no matter what! above anything  else, you just to pray and ask, because he always listens, and will never fail us, he may not answer it with a YES , but always with what is BEST!

I can say, I was still blessed. I will never be this firm and strong If I have not conquered all my struggles in 2008. It is a cliché, but then again, everything always happens for a reason, we may not be able to solve the puzzle right away, but in time, the answers will be provided. I was still blessed because spite of what had happened in my life, I am still alive, and now even more than willing to go on with my life. I stay humble for the life God has given me.

Life indeed, is sometimes not fair. But if you get to see the other side of the picture, you can say,  that indeed, the best is yet to come..just believe. Life isn’t fair..but it is still good…